♥The Life and Death♥

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 02:55:25 GMT

What would you do if...
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:

Would you...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 02:54:40 GMT

♥

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 02:53:01 GMT

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 23:13:36 GMT

Liz and i are kool so we atrted all over.
new lj __lastautograph comment if you want to be added
new sn= ley n stuff, liz picked it =D, add it

eee i love you all
♥

=(

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 23:34:26 GMT

I'm in Yorba Linda at my little cousins b-day party and theres one of those guys here that make balloon figures, so i got off the comp went downstairs and he asked me what i wanted and i told him a broken heart....

and so he made it</3 </3Ashley

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 06:30:20 GMT

My computer keeps goin down n crap, its really pissing me off.

Today i went to the talent show, i had fun, but things were coming back to me and i was getting upset. Everything pissed me off, i should have talked to someone tomight...but i didnt. ugh oh well i hate the way im feeling. mixed emotions n such. I dont want these feelings anymore i want them to dissapear intothin air.

after the talent show, Codi took me Wes, and Angela to pizza chalet where kelly alli and some other people were. We had fun until someone came. Codi's awesome=) she's my new friend weeee<3

thats all

<3Ashley

[edit] Janell and I are going to go see Atreyu and FATA on the 27th♥

<3

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 22:29:47 GMT

Alright so my day was good. Way better then yesterdays! After school Shu got my meeko out of Graz's class haha everyone commented about it. Everyone went outside of the gates and i put make-up on Didier and James hehe.

♥♥♥I've found someone to crush on♥♥♥

My journal is not going to be friends only anymore, because i had a friend ask me not to, because shes not cool enough to have one =)

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 02:07:46 GMT

got bored, made a new layout=)

To:Kelsey

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 05:00:13 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELSEY TOLEN!!!!!

i love you.

yours truly,
♥

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 00:24:00 GMT

Yesterday i was proud of myself i went online twice =) and thats all haha I went to the mall with my mom and i finally used me 90 dollars to Hollister =)

Today was a pretty good day =), the randomest things made me smile today, i love my friends =) Im in the process of reading Flowers For Algernon it's a really good book<3 im almost done. I came home, ate and took some pics, i wore my glasses all day today =X =)

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 05:45:13 GMT

Yes, so im finally home =). I left my cousins at 2:30 or something. Hillary was supposed to come home with me, but her other family was going over =( oh well.

I came home did some stuff then went to Church. I went to Confession today it felt great. After i do confession i feel so good and pure. Its one of the best feelings ever =) After Church my mom picked me up and then we went to go see Mona Lisa Smile finally =) it was good! Seems like everyone cheats or lies to everyone. haha yah well now im sitting here freezing cuz im drinking a Frap from Starbucks =) I love that place.

<3Ashley

Sun, 28 Dec 2003 04:29:36 GMT

Went to the movies today with my aunt and cousins, saw Cheaper by The Dozen funny movie, if i ever get a frog (which i doubt) im gonna name it either beans or pork, Muahaha. Anyways after that we went to Carls JR. and we were getting food and the retard guy (j/k)drops the bag in the drive thru. It was funny, then he walked away and put his head down in shame. =) agh it was great. I reallyt want to go see Mona Lisa Smile <3Ashley

In Chatsworth

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 07:09:46 GMT

Yes...right now im at my cousins. Its been great. I cam yesterday and im here till Sudnay i think, maybe longer. Today we went to Topanga mall with my cousin Hillary, and i bought two pair of Vans shoes and a brown sweater =) My cuzin and i came home and my cuzin Geneva did my make-up, it looked really rad. My cousins and i took pictures, but they're on my camera phone and i cant get them online yet, so when i get them ill post. We were extremely hyper, and we had Starbucks =) Now weve gots nuthing to do, just sitting here...

<3Ashley

P.s. Someone has been on my Sn all day and it wasnt me, i think im gonna change it...any suggestions?

Its Christmas

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 13:50:20 GMT

I love Christmas =) At midnight i went to Church, with my mom i loved it. My church is beautiful. I tryed to get my brother to go but he wouldnt go with me =(

Well i just opened all my gifts, i got clothes, jewlery, cat in the hat stuff (muahaha), a camera phone, and some other random stuff. Bleh bleh bleh now i await for my family to come at 2pm thats in about nine hours or so.

<3Ashley

P.s.Happy birthday Jesus. =)wee

Sun, 21 Dec 2003 22:58:32 GMT

Aww Shu just called me =)

Thanx for calling me <3

<3Ashley

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Sun, 21 Dec 2003 19:42:18 GMT

Little sevies and eighth graders are so funny. Theyre all putting my background as theres hehe woo i feel loved =)

no just kidding but they think theyre pissing me off when im sitting here laughing my ass off. Its my cuzins my friends prettynpink_ and her other friend materiallgirrl but yah they both now have my background. oh well

<3Ashley

=)/=(

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 04:40:14 GMT

Last nite was really fun. I spent the whole nite with Gen<3 I love that gurl. We had alot of fun we made cake laughed alot and went shopping =). We didn't go to bed till midnight or sumthin.

This morning we got up, got ready, then went to skool. It was a minimum day. Everyone passed out presents and stuff. Today was so pointless i felt no need to go to skool, except to give out my gifts to people.

After skool i went to Gens again we watched The Rejects<3 and slept =).Later on Brittney Molina (my cuz) came. We went walking around Glendora looking at lights and stuff it was fun. We sang too hehe =)

I came home cuz as of now im feeling like crap. My tummy hurts a bunches =(. I hope it goes away. </3 </3Ashley

woohoo

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 23:58:04 GMT

I made call backs for the play! yay im going to gens tonite =)

<3Ashley

Drama and stuff

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 01:44:56 GMT

Drama auditions took so long! When i got to the them i didnt want to do it but then the other Ashley made me so i did. I didnt like the singing part =\ Acting wasnt too bad, Dancing was probly my best cuz ashley saw my score and i got a 9.5 =) then Improve... mine was really lame but w/e. All i want to be is an extra in teh play i dont even want a main part.

I dont think my bio test went to well. I cheated on most of it =x but even that was useless. Tomorroe im going to be at gen's were gonna be "Betty Crockers" =)haha

<3Ashley

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 03:34:32 GMT

This day has gone by really fast for me, im gonna leave to the mall<<

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This day has gone by really fast for me, im gonna leave to the mall<<<scariest place to go right now.>>>> in a little while. During break today Jesse, Josh, Alfredo, and Alex, were tickling the shit outta me so i was trying to get away and i was walking backward and BOOM there was a curb and i fell on my ass it was so hillarious. I got my pictures from Disneyland back i dont kno how to scan them and get them on to a photo server =\ so therefore im not able to get them on to here.

Tomorrow i have a biology test and i hope not to fail it =\ i havent studied at all! aghhh

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 05:13:07 GMT

Church was really good tonite. My favorite song was played =)The Homily showed us how during Christmas we all give eachother gifts when its Jeezus's birthday and we give him nothing, and its so true....more then half of us don't.

Life Teen was about being materialistic. Im sure not one person can say they havent been meterialistic. Every single person is guilty of it. People are always dissapointed during X-mas when they want something really bad and dont get it, or they kinda get what they wanted, but its not the "brand" name. Tonite i realized i am extremely guilty of it and i want to stop i think thats what god wants me to give him for his birthday.

<3Ashley

So far, so good

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 08:03:10 GMT

My weekend has been pretty awesome =)

Friday-Only went to 3 classes cuz i went to go see The Nutcracker it was pretty good, but the funnest part was hanging out with Amanda and Celeste they are hillarious. In the night Alex and I went to go see Honey good movie. Then Alex came to my house and spent the night.

Today-Got up wrapped Christmas gifts =) Brittanyy randomly called me and told me she was bringing me a milkshake and she did =) I thought that was awesome of her.

At 2 i went to Disneyland. =) It was so ridiculously packed! We went on about seven rides, but only cuz we got fast passes and we got the single rider passes.I met JoJo on the radio from KIIS FM lmao. Hes rad.=) I took alot of pictures but ill post some later. We left at 10 and now im here ready to go to bed.

<3Ashley

wee!

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 01:47:17 GMT

Today was a pretty good day. I didnt do much in skool. In drama everyone was talking about whne they got aim and what there first sn was. That was great. Mine was dazzlethang44 lmao! Ghazallis class is always so hillarious she makes me laugh so much.

Tomorrow im leaving during 2nd period. Im going to go see The Nutcracker im not coming back til sixth i think wee =)

January 4th im going to go see Avenged Sevenfold and Saosin

<3Ashley

why?

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 05:50:23 GMT

Just got home from dance. I had a good class I was really hyper n stuff, but... then i get home first thing i hear my dads digital camera is broken. So he says since it was in my room...its my fault? wtf?!?! I used it today and it was perfectly fine nothing was wrong what so ever. This really pisses me off. I hate being accused for thigns i DIDNT do. So he comes in lecturing me how its a company thing and hes gonna get in trouble for it and im getting really mad cuz i didnt do anything =( so now when he gets it fixed he said hes not ever gonan let me use it again. Lame. My mom came in and i told her it wasnt my fault and also hinting to her that now im gonna need/want one so maybe for Christmas...just myabe...

</3 Ashley

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 05:13:05 GMT

I just got home from Candace's church Grace IT was alot different then what i usually go to. They worship for about 10 minutes and then socialize and play games the rest of the time. But yah i guess it was a pretty kool experience.

Yesterday i went to the ortho =\ Then i went to my cuzins b-day party that had the scariest clowns ever. I HATE CLOWNS. Then i went to Alex's house and we were in the Covina parade with her mom. We rode in a 1937 Ford it was really kool. Then we went to her house and i spent the night there.

Today i went shopping with my dad. I finished my Christmas shopping =)Then i came home and left to Candace's church and thats about it =)

Is this the quiet place that you should be alone